I am so sorry.

I am so sorry for the harsh things i said,it was all written in my emotional stance.

I am sorry for everything. All i want from you is to comprehend me. There's just so many things that you did in the past upset me. Our main difference is that,ive been always trying the best to work things out,i sacrificed a lot just to make us to ve lively. You,you just stand there,idling for me to work things out.please,let us together co operate. we can make this,i know we can.please do so...just compromise.

a wait.

i,ve been waiting.your call,your text...everyday i wait.dont you know,we arent supposed to end up this way.i know you know it.

Ok,i do realise that topics about love life is just so over rated. By now study is the main commitment,hopefully to give the optimum endeavor on it. It is normal for teenagers to contemplate a lot about love. As for me,i am on the boundary of the transition from teenage to adulthood, I personally think that love has to come later. so hopefully no more romance related post in the future.

About a girl.

I am dumb-founded. I feel like writing about a girl. A girl that is so close to me. She's been absent for so long,yet i feel close and bounded.

P.S-How i wish to be 5 year old again.

loyalty or just a wait....

Loyalty.It is always linked to the act of waiting. These 2 words are often interchangeably used. These 2 words may be similar BUT for sure they are not identical.They differ vastly in their deep meaning.I define loyalty as a situation where one wait passionately with patience,conscientious,diligent and faithfull. A wait is simply a "wait". A situation where one wait,idling, no direction nor effort,without knowing or could predict the consequences,the after effect. People who put a lot of hope are the people who wait.

Where do i fall into now? am i waiting or just being loyal?

Readers' digest.

Frankly saying here,i am not a book worm,i just hate reading. Basically,i am a person who just hate any school or studying related material. Writing,reading,studying are all miles away from my interest. However,i feel skeptical when i found myself stucked in my room holding this book,Readers' Digest Asia. I just do not know how and why,all of the sudden,i unconsciously happened to know that i have developed an intimate with this book. A symbiotic one.

1 more thing,as mentioned i have a chronic abhorrence in writing,yet what am i doing here. SO,basically,my point here is pampering your wants or desire is just like cultivating a field of "undesired desire!'. It cannot be gainsaid that it is so true. "When you do not start a thing, nothing will start"so here i am, in the inception stage of my journey in the world of challenges. I admit,i have wasted my time on trivial stuff. Hopefully, i could be steady and eventually could leap into my optimum potential. Ohh not to forget,kudos to Readers' Digest Asia for tipping of my reading interest! =)